more than words can say

extra-ness

2010-11-01T02:45:00.000-07:00

I shall attempt to make this a long post! This blog is so dead yeesh. Its been a long time since exams are over and why can't they just let us end school earlier like normal secondary schools instead of having stupid post-exams activites which suck ttm (except maybe the day of ACP itself and Western Dining). School's been ==", all we've been doing is ACP prep (done!), Drama Nite prep (done too!) and hmm, boring RS presentations? Actually I'm not even sure what we're doing in school nowadays, except long hours before band starts, allowing alot alot alot of insane-ness!O: LIKE SMASHING BUG NESTS AT OUR BATCHCORR O: Oh and went for Bio RA Selection Test which I'm quite sure I'll fail and freaking out about how I'm supposed to apply for SMP just for the sake of it== and my sms limited bursted so I can't sms Clara anymore (which used to take up alot of my time previously). My Saturdays are busy now too, with Rwinds prac. Where I feel kinda extra. But I still like it alot, the songs are so exciting (and hard). AH blogger just deleted my whole post): MUST PLAN OUTING WITH BUN CLARA SANDY. D: I MISS THEM D:

ooh yay!

2010-10-19T07:50:00.000-07:00

MATH D:
And ooh yay band resumed today and I can still remember how to play my instru:D And OBS Medical Checkup. WHY DO WE HAVE TO PAY $15 FOR OUR HEIGHT AND WEIGHT TO BE TAKEN AND HAVING SOME GUY USE THE HEART-LISTENING-THING FOR 10 SECS? And I thought it was supposed to last like 45 minutes but I think we could go after like 5 minutes?! Strange.
We played Connections and London Bridge today. Our Directs came back and advertised Coda 6:) My Direct cut her hair.

argh argh argh

2010-10-02T03:40:00.000-07:00

2 DOWN,6 TO GO. EYAs will be over soon!
ARGH RACHEL MUST CONCENTRATE MORE!KEEP OFF FB AND BLOGGER AND MSN!

Counting down:
History
Chinese Paper 2
Literature (Oh man.)
Mathematics
Geography
Science

JIAYOU YEAR 2s WE CAN DO IT!

LEGO LEGO LEGO

2010-10-01T09:12:00.000-07:00

LEGO RINGS ARE SO OBVIOUSLY GOING TO BE MY NEXT THING.
LEGO ACESSORIES FTW:D

its so darned funny

2010-09-27T03:00:00.000-07:00

EYAs start in...2 days. And I'm totally not prepared. On top of all that, I'm sitting here being a huge fatass loser moaning about how sucky my life is. Today I made lots of epic post-its (which I took pictures of but my stoopid computer refuses to let me put it up.) Chinese was a disaster. Geography was a disaster. Math was a disaster. History was a disaster. Biology was not a disaster because our teacher didn't come. I don't know if English was destined to be a disaster because I simply slept through it. Oveall, my whole day was an effing disaster and I wish I was maybe a tad smarter so I can tell the difference between a submarine volcano and a volcanic island. Or maybe score above 40 for Chinese argumentative. Or even KNOW what's going on in Math and History. But NOOOO, Life decided to throw me a huge pile of shitzzz, and on top of being stupid, I'm being a fugly little idiot. It's must be so bloody funny for people who are not me.

Woah emo post. This must be disturbing for people to read since I seem like I'm a crazy, happy-go-lucky little happyhappy girl in school. FML.

and everytime i get stuck the words don't fit

2010-09-24T03:05:00.001-07:00

So tired after digging out all my books for the EYAs): And I haven't even started mugging yet!I like this skin - Percwoon got me hooked on "Tongue tied" by Faber Drive. (All over again.) This is a nice skin yes? Heh told you I'll ditch the Run Devil Run one. I shall go mug before Net starts

Is Sandy ever online? -a comprehensive report

2010-09-21T07:28:00.000-07:00

Is Sandy ever online? -A Comprehensive Research Studies Report.

Abstract:
Cen Shuyun, Clara Chong and Ee Rui Qi Rachel have realised that Sandy Ng is NEVER online!We have concluded she will not be online for the next 5 years.

Acknowledgements:
We would like to thank somebody, anybody and nobody for aiding us in our research.

Introduction:
Cen Shuyun, Clara Chong and Rachel Ee have realised Sandy Ng is rarely online. For the purposes of finding out if she is ever online, the aim of our research is to determine if Sandy is ever online and if not,why.

Research Question:
Is Sandy ever online?

Hypothesis:
Sandy is rarely online.

Literature Review:
According to our very reliable witness, Clara Chong states that she has seen Sandy online less than 5 times in the past 2 years. From this we can infer that Sandy was rarely online, even in the past.

Methodology:
We plan to repeatedly say "Hi!" to her on msn to see if she responds. If she responses, we can infer that she is online. If there is no response, we can infer that she is not online.

Findings:
Zero data collected.

Discussion:
Sandy hates msn. Either that, or she secretly hates us and refuses to talk to us.

Conclusion: She is never online. Hence our hypothesis is verified.

Further research and improvements:
If we had more time to be wuliao, we would repeat our experiment a few more times to ensure the accuracy of our results. Also, we could keep spamming her offline message inbox on a daily basis to increase our chances of getting a response out of her. To further test our hypothesis, we will wait and see if she responds to this on Facebook.

Limitations:
We don't know if she's secretly appearing offline.

Assumption:
She must have been online before since she has a pm stating "Hi".

once upon a time

2010-09-21T03:04:00.000-07:00

Muahaha finished RS presentation! Only report left, then EYAs (URGH) and then...
FREEDOM:D
Can't wait. Ooh changed skin again!This skin is nice and plain. I think I have a thing for plain skins nowadays. But it'll probably not be long before I decide to ditch this:/

PRE-RS PRESENTATION O:

2010-09-20T22:00:00.000-07:00

AHHHH 1 MORE HOUR TO RS PRESENTATION):

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE GOD HELP US GET THROUGH IT AND COME OUT ALIVE. PLEASE HELP US NOT TO SCREW UP. THANK YOU.

Shubun's quote is nice, "When you want to let go, think of why you've held on for so long:D"

WTF IS YOUR PROBLEM

2010-09-18T02:06:00.000-07:00

THE TITLE SAYS IT ALL.
URGH I'M SO PISSED NOW. CAN YOU CHECK STUFF PROPERLY BEFORE BLAMING ME FOR EVERYTHING?!SERIOUSLY,WTF.

what can i say?

2010-09-10T07:45:00.001-07:00

From OMG Facts:D

holiday homework

2010-09-09T00:56:00.000-07:00

Bad, bad. Haven't finished anything yet):
OH YAY I FINALLY UPDATED!
Somehow I'm looking forward to school reopening despite all the crazy insane projects and things they have installed for us. Well, cos I miss my friends! And batchmates and aww. And crazy times:D

2010-08-25T03:46:00.000-07:00

HBL

2010-08-16T00:46:00.000-07:00

HBL IS EVIL.
Have been sitting at the computer almost the whole day already, except I took 1h off to play my piano:) Today's piano prac has been exceptionally good, I'm really happy. Is it a good sign that I'm improving? Allegro Assai was just the right tempo and there weren't any slips even though I played it, erm, lot of times! And Muzurka was good, pedalling not smudged, and I could do the finger-turning thing. Lowside Blues sounded happy and blueish:) I screwed up my HBL thingums, but ohwell!

GOALS FOR TODAY:
1. CONFIRM RS THINGS
2. START MEMORISING LIT AA R&J QUOTE
3. DRAW BLUE PRINT FOR MATH AA
4. MEMORISE CHINESE PT SCRIPT
5. RESEARCH FOR HISTORY PT (IF TIME PERMITS)

argh

2010-08-13T08:03:00.000-07:00

Argh I think I'm going to die. I can't even read a letter without wanting to emo, I'm turning into an emo kid! BAD! Sigh our section population has like reduced by 50%. It feels strange without our directs. Sometimes I think I'm Bipolar. Earlier on in the day I was highing and getting drunk (by drinking pokka Lemon Tea) and laughing so hard and feeling retarded during rock climbing and now I'm like emoing like crazy. Must control emoing. ARGH TOMORROW I HAVE JIANG TUITION *KILLS MYSELF*

On a side note, today's rock climbing was fun! Except I didn't climb the wall actually. One, I was freaking scared. Two, the rocks are so sharp! So I settled with relaying which I am also fail at. Seriously when Sandy fell I could feel myself flying upwards and if Cheryl had not been anchoring me I'd probably really have flown up. So stressful to be a relayer):< I don't think anyone trusts me to relay anymore.

Farewell

2010-08-11T08:19:00.000-07:00

OMG, Perina's right. Tears always come too late, but its all for the better. Well, I guess I sorta kept my promise to myself not to cry today. And I didn't. Am high-ing over small happy things now to keep me from being overly emo. And it helps.
Somehow I feel so sad and empty now. Didn't finish writing stuff in time. All that crap. And now I don't dare the read the letters from our directs in case they make me cry. Maybe one day when I'm feeling stronger and happy I'll take them and read. But it seems quite bad to not read now right. Argh.
Well, wish me luck for tomorrow's gonghan exam (BLAH) and math lesson.

Disclaimer: However, I DO feel good about not crying cos we could properly enjoy uhm the last time *cringes inwardly* with our directs instead and weeping and moaning and emoing like we always do. I can remember the good times and the laughter and retardedness, instead of just emoing. And that's good :)
Shall post more tomorrow (I hope), must go sleep now or else can't write gonghan tomorrow):<

Farewell,adieu

2010-08-10T05:51:00.000-07:00

I'm feeling so restless because of Farewell tomorrow.): Can our Directs not go?I guess that's not fair either cos nobody really wants to get stuck at Secondary School forever. Well, bad news people. My Farewell presents are screwed (!!) Still in the process of making, and its 9pm already! Feel rather satisfied though because I just wrote a super long letter to My Direct! But WTF I still have like 4 more people to go! And OMG there's still so muchhh I haven't done feel like just ponning Art and CLE tomorrow mannx. I think I'll be an emo kid forever after tomorrow. Okay maybe not in case anybody is reading this and gets worried that I'll start chopping off my hand or something stoopid. But still! Wish time could rewind and pause there forever. Then I'll never have to face tomorrow's Farewell and EYAs and RS submission and all that crap. Wonder why we're even doing all these things. Seriously, I don't think my life is going to end if like I get a 3.2 instead of 3.6 for a stupid subject like Lit or something but everyone sure makes it seem like they're going to fall dead any moment from lack of 3.6/4.0s. ARGH. Maybe I'm just being retarded now.

I DON'T WANT TIME TO MOVE ANYMORE. I DON'T WANT OUR DIRECTS TO LEAVEEE. D:

whahaha

2010-08-03T06:07:00.001-07:00

I feel triumphant today because of a particularly satisfying RS Session. Therefore, I shall post!

I'm worried for Piano exam! My A1 song still is badddddd.

SIBF 2010

2010-07-24T08:55:00.001-07:00

So, even though I have half a million shitty things I desperately need to do, I must post this.

I'M SO HAPPY FOR SIBF RESULTS - 93%, GOLD AND 1ST FOR DIV 1! I LOVE YOU RGSSB.:D
But unfortunately, tomorrow at Esplanade will be the last time we're performing with our Directs and somehow I don't want tomorrow to come. Why does time pass so fast? Nowadays I have random moments where I read some emo post about our Directs leaving (either by Yenjean or Pea) and I'll just start crying. So weird right. This year has just flown by and although I'm proud and happy because everyone in our batch and grown and improved so incredibly much, Farewell didn't really hit me until, I guess recently. I thought we had alot of time left. I'm feeling so emo now.

Why does life suck so much):
My academic results are droppinggggg like crazy (believe it or not, SIP is due on Wednesday and I haven't started yet!!)
Sometimes I'm a giantic emotional wreck (GAH SO SAD RIGHT)
Or maybe I'm just being too drama.

BUT I'M SO SAD NOW. WHEN I SHOULD BE HIGH AND HAPPY

2010-07-16T08:11:00.000-07:00

Okay, Chinese today! And Lit. The worstest combination everrrr. (Peeps, pray that I'll pass this time!) So. Anyway. After that I indived. And then went home. And then went for NET OUTREACH! Edmund brought his friend. AND I MADE TUNA + LETTUCE SANDWICHES AND EVERYONE ATE THEM! YOU KNOW WHY? WNA KNOW THE STORY? WNA KNOW WNA KNOW? *bounces around*
Okay. So after indiv I went to Cold Storage to buy the bread and tuna and lettuce. Then I accidentally forgot which vegetable I was supposed to buy. (Either Cabbage or Lettuce.) Then I remember mummy say go buy the round round one so I see the cabbage like quite round liddat so I bought it and then when I went home I got sent back to Cold Storage cos cabbage can't be eaten raw or something. Then I went back and exchanged my cabbage for a lettuce! YAY SO EXCITING RIGHT! Then after telling my story Eeling made everyone eat my lettuce. :)

oh no I haven't started on SIP yet! And its due on 28 July! OMG I'd better go and mug now!

nbc

2010-07-10T01:21:00.000-07:00

OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE IT! GOLD WITH HONOURS! 86.67. 1ST FOR NBC! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!

all we have left

2010-07-07T07:38:00.000-07:00

This post of officially dedicated to My Direct. I'm quite sure she wouldn't see this, but I need to write this all the same. I've realised how much, I mean, how little time we have. And even though I'm not an extremely emotional person, (I didn't feel anything much when I left SHPS and Netball) this is one of the most heart wrenching things I have ever, ever experienced in my miserable 14 years on Earth. Maybe its because until now, I still don't feel that I have done enough. Like, for band. I want to be really good when My Direct leaves, so that I can make her proud and have happy memories that her (down) direct was hardworking and good and everything and can play in tune. Because I don't want any of our directs to feel that they have wasted their time on us, and have all those memories that things might have been better, or different. I really really wanted to be the bestest direct I could be, I'm not sure if I've managed to accomplish it. Of course there are times when I wished things could have been different, when I wished I could have played better, or not freaked out so much. And so, with Farewell drawing near,I ask myself,"have I been the best that I could be?" And I still don't know. Even if I've not been a good direct, do I still have time to make My Direct proud? With NBC and SIBF all coming up, I hope I can really improve alot. And if My Direct happens to read this - I hope I haven't wasted your time, and have made you all happy. I think, that's the least I can do after all the time, effort, and patience put into teaching me.

Perina says that I should talk more to my Direct but I don't want to. Because like the Little Prince said, if you get to know someone really well and become so emotionally attached to him/her, it'll be more painful when its time to part. Like the Little Prince's Rose, it was just a common rose, there were a million others. What made it special was that it tamed him, and he tamed her. He cared for her, he took care of his rose; it was special, a one of a kind to him. There are probably a thousand other bassoon players in this world, but My Direct is special because it is just like the Little Prince, and his Rose. I think every direct is just like the Little Prince, they have all done so much for our batch. What I'm concerned is, if we, (especially me) have all grown to be the special, one of a kind Rose we should be.

(Disclaimer: I'm sorry if this sounds overly mushy, I'm not good at expressing myself): But the Little Prince story suddenly came to me and its a sad story that really made me want to cry.)

chocolate love

2010-07-07T07:02:00.000-07:00

I'm so pissedddddddddddddd): Everything is so incredibly screwed, including my playing! And NBC's in like, 3 days?! Omg I suck la. I feel like very un-hard workingy. Maybe its because I can't bring my instru home over the weekneds to indiv since I'm chionging my never-ending homeworks. And can't go for Friday indivs. And I screwed every single one of my SAs so far. Oh well, yes I suck. And still no ideas for The Super Secret Project. ):

-/edit/
Footdrills today after SAs! Today was very tiring since it was like: 2 SAs, footdrills, then band all the way. After that I still had to take public transport! And taking 293 in the evening is no joke, my friends. I tell I was so squished! But somehow although footdrills is tiring but you somehow feel accomplished after that^-^ That's if you remember all the commands and do stuff correctly (which is, NOT LOSING BALANCE WHEN DOING STATIONARY TURNS.) Sigh. We learnt new things today too. :) I was getting too used to it too, since I almost asked for permission to adjust my specs during sectionals!:p

我死了

2010-07-05T02:22:00.000-07:00

你好朋友们我真的要死了我的SIP 不好了！

(Haha chemistry cartoons are the cutest.) I've taken to speaking chinese after my turmeric majorly pissed me off and ants kept coming to my milk and I realised I have 9 test tubes instead of 10. (Shock, horror! How am I supposed to tell Miss Tan that 1 test tube vanished into thin air?) After being really really pissed off and screaming alot, I have decided to ditch Math and History (even though SAs are on Wendesday) and come here to wallow in self pity and type chinese. So, hi people! I'm a really angry person now. I just ate mint ice-cream to make myself happy. But it does not work. Does anybody feel like doing SIP for me? I'll do you math homework:D

OMG OMG OMG I'M DEAD HAVEN'T MUGGED YET.

blahhh

2010-06-28T06:30:00.000-07:00

I can't believe I'm actually blogging when I'm majorly freaking out about RS block tomorrow and GEOG PPA ON WEDNESDAY! OMG IT SUCKS I'VE NOT STUDIED DMT AND POPULATION PYRAMIDS AND POPULATION DISTRIBUTION. Hope it'll be alright. AND I CAN'T BELIEVE I HAVEN'T UPDATED ABOUT SECTION OUTING AND BAND CAMP! ):< *runs around in circles*

But something happy happened to me - I bought House Rules and its a gooooood book:D Addicted to it now.

screwed

2010-06-20T20:02:00.000-07:00

Hello, I love this blogskin so much:D But OMG at the fact that school is gonna re-open so so so soon and I have to majorly chiong my RS, Geog PT and Geog PPA revision. And SIP is a nightmare): Loved Section outing and Band Camp 2010! Too busy to update now so stay tuned peeps!

ho ho hee hee

2010-06-13T22:14:00.000-07:00

AHH OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE I FINISHED A PIECE OF CHINESE HOMEWORK! I READ A CARTOON VERSION OF XI YOU JI AND I DID A WHOLE YUE DU BAO GAO WHICH IS TOTALLY AWESOME I'M SO HAPPY NOW.

Yes, I'm hyper. Mummy's cooking lunch which is spagetti without tomato sauce, and I'm really loving my exam pieces this year! Especially Mazurka and Lowside Blues! Even though pianoing takes up lots of time and I still have to do that thingum, but currently I'm too hyper to care. This is very incoherent! AHH! I have to give Grandpa her birthday present tomorrow! I hope I will remember! *starts laughing maniacally* Oh no I'm going crazy bye bye.

encounter

2010-06-10T05:30:00.000-07:00

Back from Encounter 2010 - feel really refreshed!
I'm really glad that I put aside two days just for God because I got to set my messed up, screwed up life somehow back on track. And well, set my priorities right I guess? And made new friends - Xin Yi and Natasha. First day we watched that video which made me cover my eyes when they showed the bloodied Jesus - it was scary but touching because the guy in the movie got saved by his sick with cancer (and now dead) friend and got to know what's the most important thing in life.
I realised too that all this unhappiness and deadness I feel in my life is all due to unforgiveness and bitterness - after I've let go I found the joy of forgiveness. Aww! It was a memorable experience and the night session was great too - "Faith to heal the soul". It was about opening up our heart and letting Jesus heal our emotional wounds. And it was right - time is never the best healer, Jesus is. *cue for Region 5/6 cheer* I'd bet if you could physically open my heart up it would be so scarred and wounded you won't believe it-.-" But forgiving makes you feel good - you feel so incredibly free after that. Then during pre-bedtime it was so retarded. Spitting out biscuits and dirtying sleeping bags! Sigh it was a terrible experience. Next day we walked to Northpoint Mall for Macdonald's breakfast. I think i really like tea now! Today's sermons were good - especially the "Fullness of the Holy Spirit" one. The Holy Spirit is a man! Wow I thought He was literally, well, a spirit. Then praying in tongues. Haven't done that like since, last Encounter? And I felt so lousy and all after remembering how sucky I am. And wondered if there was still even a little bit of Holy Spirit left in me. But then it was awesome - when I asked Him to fill me again I could feel this strange thing, like it was holding my hand, right below the knuckles, and making my (left) hand shake um, uncontrollably? Yes that's the word. Like it wanted to move... Laugh at me if you must - I don't care it was great. Encounter was great:D Burnt our stronghold sheets - yipee. Then Region 5/6 lunch:D The boys are retarded they went to Cold Storage to buy food (chips-.-) for lunch. But I love 5/6 I love Encounter I love God! WHEE~

bleh

2010-06-04T03:25:00.000-07:00

Still feeling very lonely. I wonder how hermits manage to survive!? This is killing me, period. I've been utterly unproductive today which sucks alot but I managed to write one Chinese Argumentative and my SIP is so shitty and dead you won't believe it. Darn. Geography PT is going down the drain too. Can't wait for a chance to meet my schoolmates/classmates/batch again, I think I'll go insane soon.

I want a F&N Grape now.

Wish I had a F&N Grape fairy who'll bring me F&N whenever I'm sad and comfort me and play and tell me how to do my homework^-^

one fine spring day

2010-06-03T21:01:00.000-07:00

I'm feeling so incredibly lonely its making me go crazy ):
For these few days I've been like, wake up, mug, slack, eat, sleep. Okay, except for yesterday when I went to watch Shrek 4. But that's all darn I'm so bored and lonely its a weird feeling. Like it makes you want a hug and makes you want to cry out of pure loneliness and wish someone were there to comfort you and do homework with you and play with you and talk. Darn I'm feeling so sad now.

ohmyfreak

2010-06-02T06:08:00.000-07:00

I've been thinking alot. Maybe I'm such a _____ hypocrite that I don't even want to express what I want to express on my own blog. Maybe I want everybody to see what a okayish (or not okayish)life I have. And maybe I don't want to say what I feel. I mean, there definitely has to have certain limits on what I say since well, this is a public blog and I don't want people accusing me all over the place. But I'm not even expressing what I want to say, right. Hell, if you don't even dare to state your own views/feelings/whatever on your own journal what kind of person are you? So, from now on I'm gonna try to be more, erm. Okay, maybe less nonchalant. Is that the word? I don't know.

(I know I know, I'm probably being all emo and weird again but whatevs.)

Okay, screw it WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT people don't even read my stooopid blog.

Okay, so from today onwards, Rachel is going to write more personally on her blog which probably isn't read by people so she is emoing and being weird over positively nothing. Yay. If you have a problem with that, I'm sorry, but...

TOO BAD BABE

Okay, let me admit something retarded. I've been following Angela's blog. I know I sound like a stalker now right? But anyways she used to be my friend (sort of, heh.) in P5 so go away people who are attempting to accuse me of stalking tyvm. But you know what? I like reading her blog. I like the fiery spirit behind all those posts, the somehow charming don't-care attitude she has toward life. Towards people who don't like her. And the strength, resilience she has to bounce back each time, to stand up for herself, to make her point known to the world. Everything. People can disagree with me, I'd bet many will :)

Oh well I'd better do my crappy PTs now :) And you know what, I don't really mind that you're not in my life anymore, I don't care and I don't know why I've ever fjgnsogfnosvzxnlkjnwonuow. Yes, so there.

po-po-po-poker face

2010-06-02T05:28:00.000-07:00

No mood to mug now, but then I realised how little time I have left to chiong PTs and whatnot.
Holidays are a load of crap, and "work-life-balance" is just an excuse to slack and a ploy to increase the Birth Rate in Singapore. (See, I've been studying Geog okay.)

*sigh*

Picture post

2010-06-02T02:16:00.000-07:00

Haha me and Rachel (Woon). Maria Barrage is good for flying kites!

Sports Fest 2010, and I love my sb!(that SHINee in the background is kinda funny)

(Long time since I had a picture post)

(OMG Faith Wong went to Universal Studios?! Me jealous^-^)

Light my way

2010-06-02T02:06:00.000-07:00

Changed skin, the last one had pictures that exceeded the bandwidth): I'll really miss it, I loved it so much. Today's been very unproductive.Only wrote some notes on Demographic Transition Model, and Populations Pyramids. I can't wait for school to reopen! NOT.

There should be exams specially catered to stupid people like me.

(Although this skin's nice it has a few flaws. Like the Links part.)

twinkle twinkle little star

2010-06-01T06:55:00.000-07:00

Today's been eventful, but not very fruitful?):
Went to Plaza Sing for fun today and got my ears pierced!Ouch it hurt alot. But right after that I (very excitedly) smsed Clara and announced that I pierced my ears since I was talking to her for quite long yesterday via sms. And I kept imagining all the blood (or air, haha-.-) in my head would come out through the hole but it didn't. But it is quite tiresome considering all the care that I will have to give to it and clean it to prevent a darned infection and not taking it out for almost a month. Plus, I'm wearing those little studs things with a fake gem-like thing which I really hate but the lady shot them into my earlobe, what can I say? Worse, I have to go around wearing those idiotic things on my earlobes for an entire month. Wish I can wear my awesome duckie earrings now (or at least a ear stick, anything other than what I'm wearing now...) but the lady said that the Surgical Steel the stud's made of prevents infection. My ears feel weird now. Blah. And I can't even wash my hair the normal way now cos I'm not supposed to get stuff into the wound. I can't do alot of somehow normal stuff now. Like touching my earlobe. Which I've unintentionally touched alot of times now and it hurts. I wish I've never let Mummy convince me to punch that darned hole in my ear):
But the piano lesson was good today! I'm beginning to love Lowside Blues, although its a tad diffucult to get the rhythm, I've managed to, and it turns out ot be a rather fun song!:D
Been doing less things than I proposed to. Haven't started on Geog PT or Chinese PT yet, which makes me feel very guilty! Ahh.

On a another note,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDPA! JIAYOU FOR YOUR 14TH YEAR ON EARTH:D

Okay shall stop blogging now and start mugging.

boom boom

2010-05-30T08:46:00.000-07:00

Holidays have been uneventful! Except when we went kite-flying at Marina Barrage^_^
My kite flew away(?!)
Oppsie.
Other than prac-ing piano and worrying my butt off about SIP, nothing much really happened):

And the blue-black on my knee with a diameter of 4.1cm is not getting better!

boom boom!

You got a hold on me
Like gravity

Crazier

2010-05-27T07:09:00.000-07:00

Sports Fest 2010! GO WADDLE:D
Well, even though it was hot and cramped and everything, Sports Fest was awesome I really enjoyed myself, cheering for all the runners and the cheerleaders. And Waddle did well! 2nd Place - even though we ain't Champion House anymore, I know you all did you bestest best! Especially Rachel Chan and Kat and the rest of the cheerleaders, I see that you all work real hard. And the energy level is your performance was great, very well maintained^_^ Well done all the Waddlians who participated!
Taking bus back was retarded - Grandpa and Perina would know. I loved sitting on the second level of a double decker! Fun much:D Too bad 293 isn't double decker): And I think I don't know those people, except they may be from my P1 or P2 class(?!)
Then went to E!Hub with family to eat, at Just Acia. Is it just me, or is there no reception there?! Cannot sms):

Now tomorrow I'm going kite-flying at Maria Barrage with Faith, Praise, Edmund, Amos and Jared. I think. Then I'm coming back to mug and chiong my SIP PROPOSAL! Argh I'm so worried for SIP! I'm really screwed if Miss Tan doesn't approve by tomorrow.
D:
People, pray for me! *sighs*

Have faith, rachel, have faith.

You lift my feet off the ground, you spin me around, you make me crazier, crazier

Open house 2010

2010-05-22T03:30:00.000-07:00

Open House today!
Went early with Grace, Perina and grandpa didn't come yet):
But crapped with perc woonc. And Judith and My Evil Twin:D
The first performance was kind of sad since it was raining and Yujia got wet):
Seriously, as we played louder, the rain got heavier. Then when we went off, the rain dissapeared. Sucks yes):
We had plenty of time for lunch except some of us didn't order lunch at all. Oh well.
Me and grandpa met Faith and went to get Squash balloons from the Squash courts. But somehow nobody was in the Squash courts. Bad Faith! Bluff us! Hah. Very, very bad Faith:D
And ooh ooh Judith's face is a poster in the Amphi! So cute right!? The second performance was better since it was nice and sunny. And we were right after House cheers. However, after the House cheers ended some person said, "okay parents you can go and look at the various booths now," and I was inwardly screaming, "NOOOO STAY AND WATCH BAND FIRST!" Heh.
I liked Open House today, most of the people I met like to fiddle with my Musicianship Badge-.-

After that I was looking through all my scores and suddenly felt a longing for Cadenza XII to come back):
I almost wanted to cry - I miss Cadenza so much!And I sort of replayed my whole band life in my head, starting from RB when we were teeny Sec 1s. The Clark exercises! And Canon of Peace which My Direct gave me to play but somehow I never managed to play the whole of it.Then I Got Rhythm, which brings back fond memories of Arts Fest 2009. Aww, too bad I didn't play the bassoon but percussion instead. However, it was a great experience and I got to know perc woon and pig!sharon better. Also, I got to have a feel of what percs do when we're all tuning at prac. And then Imperatrix, which leaves a deep deep deep impression on me since its the first real song I played on my bassoon! I remember being so excited over it:D And also the rest of the Inunion songs - Lawrence of Arabia and Autumn Leaves. I can still remember dying while trying to learn Lawrence, it seems like only a few months ago! And I remember screwing up Autumn Leaves during Inunion, I guess its because we only played it 3-4 times? I remember I was super lost! Plus, the score looked very scary to me. Then it was La Storia, I couldn't tongue fast enough at first...Then Perseus and the rest of the Cadenza XII songs!I remember the first thing I learnt about Perseus is the rhythm for Bar 61.(Am talking about the correct bar?) And I remember Dance of The Jesters, which I really struggled with cos of the low notes! I can still remember how frustrated I was with it! Speaking of which, I still have only half a star from Joanne for That Part. Oh well. I remember majorly freaking out last time since I could only decently play Perseus. Dance of The Jesters was super fail, and I didn't even know how to play the rest of the Cadenza songs! But somehow I managed to learn all before Cadenza and familiarize myself with them, which is quite miraculous, when you come to think of it.
Wow, I hadn't realised I've typed so much. I don't know why Open House would make me remember so much stuff and stir up so much emotions in me,since I'm not a very emotional person. (Except when it comes to certain matters. Like upside down Band Badges, for example.) Or maybe its cos I suddenly remember Perina counting down the number of days we have left with our Directs!AHH. Oh dear, I'm thinking too much already!Shall stop and go mug or something.

back break

2010-05-17T06:47:00.000-07:00

I'M FINALLY DONE WITH MY F&N PT YIPEE!
BYE F&N PT,
YOU SUCK.
I HATE YOU.

(P.S cheer up bun!)

na na na

2010-05-14T07:46:00.000-07:00

Just came back from Net Outreach (Sushi-making competition)
Ohmygoodness the guys' sushi is crap! Wasabi galore!

Claudia's sushi-making skills are win:D
Haha I have something weirdish stuck in my head now.

Na na na na na na na na na na na na

Hee hee.
Oh no I have to do my stoooopid F&N PT!
And I have chinese tuition tomorrow):

Chipmunkified songs are so cute, yes.
Oh man I had something to post just now but now I forgot it.

Today we acted King Lear, I was that what's-her-name the irritating second daughter.

Oh, her name's Regan! Haha yes. Yeah but whatever. I cheated. Jingyi, (who by the way, is King Lear LOL) put our entire script on the table where she was sitting then I just went up there and read off it.
Oopsie.
I'm so tired, I think I'll go to sleep and wake up and continue slacking, yay me.

A Tempo XX

2010-05-13T08:14:00.000-07:00

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER HURRAH!

Went for A Tempo XX yesterday, I loved it alot:D
Me and Perina like two songs best - Nightflight to Paris and the one after that. (I can't remember how to spell it.) I can't decided which one I like best ._. And partial batch time was awesome, although I think we were making alot of noise and disturbing people and being a public nuisance):
Grandpa bought her Impact sweets, JUST LIKE THE TIME WHEN WE WENT FOR LIMELIGHT TOGETHER!

Today we watched House alot. I'm becoming addicted to House! AHH.
Then we ran 2.4. I suck.
I have this sneaking suspicision that I'm really fat, just that I don' notice it): Aw man.

I need to chiong RS reflections!

P/S I suddenly feel like going for the RIMB concert!

crap. wednesday):

2010-05-10T02:19:00.000-07:00

Oh my crap I'm so majorly screwed I feel very unprepared for Biology PPA ):
I know nuts about Pathogens!

Survived Math GA today although I'm sure I got the first question wrong I think.
And we finally got back our Bio PT back!
And I'm so sad can?!

(Wheee I'm wearing the Save The Earth T-shirt for the first time. Love it ^_^)

I really don't want Biology PPA to come if I do badly I'll just kill myself and die.
Oh my freak):

And tomorrow I have RS! And ICT (dammit)
I need to go buy carrots for ICT!

D:

This is a very incoherent post, don't bother reading it.

(P.S Took Circle Line today! Yipee.)

the slacker is slacking

2010-05-08T02:55:00.000-07:00

Oh no, haven't had the time to update recently):

Life's been generally sucky and unexciting (wonder if its linked to absence of Band). But before and after school me, grandpa, perc woon and perina have been to the batch corr to assumed do be doing homework (but more like talk and do retarded stuff). Seriously, I'm starting to think I'm the most mugger of them four :)
Most of the time I'm mugging Biology, which I SO SO SO desperately want a 4.0 for. SO desperately.

Been taking out all of Mummy's Tuition worksheets, my two guidebooks, the extra reading Miss Tan gave us and the lesson power points, and putting them all in a row, cross-referencing the information and combining them into my Biology journal. Why do I have nothing on Red Blood Cells and the structural adaptations of the Small Intestine? ):

After my SAs I have made a pact with Mummy to watch House alot!
I'm starting to understand why Yenjean likes House.

Then I got back my Chinese Compo, and I FAILED
D:
Like, seriously.
What is this? I'm down for CES on Fridays, shall wave goodbye to Friday indiv sessions.

On Friday we got back our Biology FA papers, quite satisfied! Hope this is happen again during the actual PPA...
And Miss Tan forgot to bring our Biology PT to school! ARGH. Was anticipating this like crazy. Now I have to wait till Monday. ):
After school I went for Chinese CES. I'm surprised I can remember the whole passage for ting xie. Then tang lao shi made me write out my whole exam compo again, and guess what. Now she gave me a 43 (Actually it was 47 but I had to minus marks for wrong words-.-)

Oh well, I'm supposed to be revising Bio now! But I feel kind of sian cos I just realised how much I don't know about Pathogens & Diseases and this pisses me off. So I went to check up on MRSA since I wasn't sure if it was bacterial or viral. Its supposedly bacterial. But I'm kind of worried that I can't indentify if a certain disease is bacterial or viral (in case they ask this in the PPA) so now I'm looking up SARS, Influenza and Cholera.

Ohmygosh, African Sleeping Sickness is caused by Protozoa? I didn't know that. Crap hope I'm not screwed for the PPA. And Philosophy):

OH NO I JUST REMEMBERED WE HAVE A MATH GA ON MONDAY.

2010-05-02T23:19:00.000-07:00

Got sandals from S.T. Louis @ The Central.
Actually, the picture above is not accurate but it's the closest I can find:/

(I'm too lazy to go take a picture and upload-.-)

missing cadenza

2010-05-02T22:29:00.000-07:00

Oh no I miss Cadenza alot now!
And somemore we have no band for a WHOLE ENTIRE WEEK O:
I'll probably suck when band resumes.
Well, at least we have time to mug now.

Looking at the Hildan PSG (Parent Support Group) magazine, I suddenly feel like I miss SHPS alot.
):
I&E Carnivals, wacky and retarded lessons, Mrs Chu teaching us irrelevent things.(Though now I'm really grateful that she did! They sure are useful now.) and fa zhan-ing like an Egyptian Mummy.

Back to work now.
I can't write ballads, period.

(I'm going to miss band like crazy.)

Cadenza XII part 2

2010-05-02T09:10:00.000-07:00

So.
I'm having severe withdrawal symptoms now):
But i guess Cadenza XII was an awesome experience, and it's the first long performance I had!
Goodness.
But I feel abit disorientated - all that shitz I told myself about playing best-ly so that I would not be sad and My Direct would be happy.
It was so fail.
And I'm not sure if that was my 'best'. I suppose it was my best at that time cos I've been having this bad lip pain thing for the few days leading up to Cadenza (I know, uber suay right-.-) and during the rehearsal at VCH it was so bad that I had to stop playing every few bars): ouch.
I know this isn't an excuse to suck though.

ARGHH.

Although Perina thinks her crying was 'silly', I wouldn't say so for myself. Yes, I was that bad.
If I hadn't felt extremely guily and depressed and cried, I think I deserve to get hit. Hard. (See, I was that bad.)

But during intermission I went out to meet Bev, Rachel Chan and Cheryl. Thanks for the flowers peeps! (Though they are dying at this very moment.) Then a very nice lady from the Alumni Band came and comforted me. It worked for awhile, but shortly after she left then I started feeling depressed all over again. But thanks to My Direct's comforting and joke-telling (while we were standing around backstage waiting) I managed to pull myself together again and play for the second half of the concert^_^

Thank you My Direct, my sbms, Batch 12 Bandicoots and Claudia for comforting me! (I distinctly remember Qianyi telling me repeatedly to catch my breath, ha.)

However for Disney Classics Revue I was caught off guard. I didn't expect Mr Oura to just start all of a sudden, if you know what I mean. So, I panicked for a few bars):
By the time we reached Suzhou Serenade and Lawrence of Arabia I was extremely tired and my lip was hurting like xiao. *regrets*
But for Fly High I just somehow magically summoned up all my energy left. And played^_^ I guess its because I thought,"Screw it this is the last song of Cadenza XII I'm just gonna play it even if it kills me,"
But I suppose it's also because Fly High's a happy, lively, smiley sort of song that makes even the tirest person want to play it
:D
The gimmicks were cute!
And yipee I remembered to wave! My family and classmates actually waved back.
Aww.

After that I listened to the recordings and hmm. At least you can't hear my suckiness. (And Vivian's and Celine's solos sounded plain awesome!) Naturally, almost everyone said Perseus was the best. And i agree^_^ I love Perseus!
And believe it or not, my Mummy likes Dance of the Jesters.
Like, seriously?!
But most people didn't like Romanza and Suzhou Serenade.
a) Romanza's too boring. (I'm playing low A flat for about 3/4 of the song, lolz!)
b) The singing for Suzhou Serenade was weird. (But I like Suzhou Serenade! sort of.)

Although there were saddish moments like during Intermission,
I really enjoyed Cadenza XII alot! I'll never ever forget the awesome experiences, from leaving class 10 minutes early, to having Section Lunch outside in front of the Raffles statue, to having rehearsal, playing (failed) broken telephone with batch, asking minyi to french braid our hair, and finally the performance. And crying. And then smiling at the end of Fly High (and also after I Got Rhythm!, which is our encore song.) Somehow all the months hard work seems to pay off in those 2 hours. It's such a mind blowing experience. And I will never ever ever forget. This is solemnly swear^_^

cadenza part 1

2010-05-01T01:54:00.000-07:00

I need to go soon, so this would be really short :x

CADENZA XII IS OVER I'M EXPERIENCING WITHDRAWAL SYMPTOMS NOW D:

oh dear me.
but i'm really sad that it's over):
at the same time it was so enjoyable.
but i screwed up quite majorly.

shall update more later.

pre-cadenza craziness

2010-04-29T06:55:00.000-07:00

CADENZA XII IS TOMORROW PEEPS!
OHMYGOODNESS I FEEL SO SCARED YET HYPER WHILE BEING QUITE HAPPY THAT ITS COMING WHILE ALSO FEELING ABIT NERVOUS AND SAD THAT ITS SO SOON.

AHH!
AHH!
AHH!

WE CAN DO IT:D
GO RGSSB ♥

you, i can't forget you.

2010-04-26T06:39:00.000-07:00

I don't understand.
You've always, always let me down.
For far too many times.
But I cannot let go of you.
You pull me in, pull me back, pull me down.
Everytime I get over it, you'll just come back
again.

& the best thing is,
I think you don't even know.

you, i can't forget you.

2010-04-26T06:29:00.000-07:00

I'm supposed to be studying ting xie now but I can't concentrate.
Keep thinking about some things.
Sigh):
Got Cadenza presents today, so I'm really happy:D
Have notes to complete though, dah.

Why can't I forget you?
I've managed to go on alone for so long,
But you'll just pull me back at the least expected of
times.
You, I can't forget you.

pulling me in the wrong direction

2010-04-25T00:30:00.000-07:00

Friday was awesome, I enjoyed the Bio RA talk.
It was on African Sleeping Sickness, and we learnt about telomeres.
And I saw Vivian there! She yawned during the talk^_^
Orals was okayish, I didn't screw up or stammer or blank out so I'm hoping for something that will pull up my English Grades I suppose!
Saturday's prac was win:D
Although I screwed up as usual.
But I managed to stop shaking my head so oftern during prac.
(Since My Direct said she'll count the number of times I shake my head and I'm going to have retribution after that of something^_^)
Fly High.
Imperatrix.
Perseus.
Dance Of The Jesters.
A Sunrise Impression.
The surprise was an ice-cream treat from the teachers, yipee.
We were all so worried that it'll be footdrills again. (Like the Cadenza XII camp-.-)

ohwellz I haven't finished my Concept Map on Nutrition!
D:
And my Food and Nutrition PT!
And my Geog worksheet!
AND RS THINGS
HELP ME!

Everytime I'm ready to leave
Always seem to be
Pulling in the wrong direction,
Diving in with no protection

Why are you pulling me back,
Pulling me in
Just like gravity

I miss you):

terrible

2010-04-21T05:59:00.000-07:00

Today has been a terrible, terrible day.
Shall not elaborate):
But i probably cried buckets and sprouted fountains all over the place.
I felt quite bad cos Perina had to waste her lunch time to comfort me,
and Shuyun had to take her orals when she was in such a distraught state,
and Grandpa trying very hard to cheer me up by being nice and normal and offering me seaweed chicken/milo/grape mentos.
and all the other people's tissue paper i wasted.

oh
well.

Then I had auds! D: D: D:
oh em gee i screwed it so so badly even though i told myself not to freak out and screw up,
but.
I FREAKED OUT AND SCREWED UP
D:

and ooh guess what.
I frigging laughed halfway through!
I still can't believe I did that, I didn't even know what I was doing.
I just remember thinking,"crap i'm so so so-oooo screwed," and being really pissed with myself.
Then suddenly I just decided to laugh.
Perina says its a clear sign of real madness. I should go to a counsellor.

Shall end my post on this emo note as I have to rush off to prep for English Orals and Friday, as well as Bio FA.

like a retard

2010-04-19T07:39:00.000-07:00

i suddenly feel like making a scarily happy and RETARD post so HA!
:D
even though today's not a happy and retard day but who cares?
WHEEEEE.
i feel like having two ponytails now^_^

immaretard!
:D :D :D :D :D

ill

2010-04-18T08:13:00.000-07:00

am sick, have been experiencing bouts of stomach pain frequently since Wednesday):
considering whether i should go to school tomorrow as it's quite bad today.
bleh.
still have alot of things to do!
like Philo FA, i didn't even know it was due tomorrow!

OH NO.

and RS Literary Review which totally sucks.
and Math homework. i think i'm seriously the worst graph-drawer in the entire universe):
and TINGXIE!

GOSH I'M SO ANGRY LAO SHI IS GOING TO MAKE ME SKIP BAND ON TUESDAY FOR 30 MINUTES SO THAT I CAN RETAKE MY TINGXIE HOW EVIL IS THAT? D:

i have a whole load of stuff to finish by tomorrow, congrats to me.

ORA

2010-04-17T01:44:00.000-07:00

i am happy - went for ORA today:D
bought faith (lim)'s waffles, the Udders ice-cream, Global Affairs Council's bubble tea, the House T-Shirt, Waddle badge, the Trailblazer's Save The Earth T-Shirt and took poloroids with grandpa, percwoon and pig!sharon.
(YAY!)
i can't remember if i bought anything else.
gosh.
tired, my homework cries out):

oh

2010-04-16T08:55:00.000-07:00

lots of things have happened.

first, wednesday:
i fell down outside the locker room! D:
cos grandpa and shubun were inside trying to pull me in, and henry and perina were outside trying to pull me out.
then henry (yenjean) sort of hugged me from behind and dragged me out of the locker room. and i don't even like hugs, and this is the first from-behind-hug i had and it felt oh em gee-ish, so i started squirming uncomfortable and then everything was a blur and then i fell down on my butt! and hit my head and arm on the locker room door in the process):
then after that somehow i needed alot of air/strength to blow so i had a stomach ache (?) not too sure): screwed Sectionals.
ouch.
went home, stomach ache became worse.
so i didn't dare to move or eat and just stoned there. eventually i fell alseep while attempting to study chinese.

thursday: OH EM GEE YIXIAN GET WELL SOON D:
(we made you a card^_^)
terrible terrible horrible.
i still feel like bursting out into tears whenever i think of it.
yenjean, don't be too distressed):
it was horrible: i kept having visions of the imaginary slww ward we created):
(and we thought it would be fun to be in the slww ward. shall cancel that from my collection of 'figment of my imaginations'. oh dear.)
it was horrible terrible.

friday: screwed zuo wen):
revised the hard rhythms for Cadenza songs from 11am - 2pm.
dah.
AUDS! D:
*panics and runs around in frantic circles*
God please help me.

(yipee managed to convince mummy to let me pon chinese tuition tomorrow for ORA!:D)

ache

2010-04-11T00:24:00.000-07:00

ohmygawd i have a terrible headache now,
and a million undone homeworks to do):
and i have Mrs Fok lesson in 30 minutes.

GAH. D:
no idea how to write the Nature Week poetry, and the ______________!
Perina help me. D:

okay i aspire to finish writing a poem and check Moodle for Biology stuff in 30 minutes.
going,
going,
gone.

bye.

first time

2010-04-08T06:54:00.000-07:00

today passed up Geog AA - i am happy^-^
for the first time in a long, long while,
all the post-its on my wall have officially been removed.
the RS Proposal post-it, the Geog AA post-it and everything else!
it'll soon be crowded with a whole shitload of stuffs soon,
but for now i shall admire the emptiness of my wall

-five minutes later-

during lab lesson we cut open the sheep's heart, it was the coolest lab session ever!(apart from the Bacterial Bioengineering one at RI but i guess that doesn't count cos its not in RGS.gosh,i loved that one.)
i was (surprisingly) not afraid of touching the heart :D it was very nice.
i love sheep hearts!
today's prac was hmm.
Disney Classics Revue was okay, it sounds really cute^-^ Suzhou Serenade is okayish since i know the notes already but then (i don't know if its a reed problem or me being sucky) but yep.
i only know that i swallowed a whole lot of wood!
like the wood at the sides of the reed was begining to uh,degenerate.
so the little wood fibres started coming out and i kept accidentally swallowing them D:
i could feel them in my throat when i talked, so i freaked out all the way to the band room.
ohmygosh.
and there's so little time left, i getting really really really scared.
when i indived during the 4 days weekend (cos of Good Friday and the Mrs-Hoo-proclaimed holiday) i realised i have lots to go!and i can't really remember how to play DOTJ anymore, the low notes still suck.
Imperatrix is okayish (?)
i guess i remember it cos it's the first real song i played on the bassoon:D (excluding Swing low,sweet chariot from the Essential Elements book.i really loved it,and probably played it a million times. i liked Hatikva as well, and got jealous whenever Perina played it-.-)
oh dear,i must work harder.

here we go again

2010-04-05T04:10:00.000-07:00

Finally passed up English PT,phew!
Decided to switch blogskin,just for the fun of it.
I'll miss Addictive though.):
This one's pretty,although the headings are albeit weirded but its okay.
WE'RE SERIOUSLY SCREWED FOR RS PLEASE PLEASE APPROVE OF OUR PROPOSAL PLEEEASE MR TOH.
ohwellz.
I have a Geog AA to do.
yeesh.

(should post more often!)

you know why you know why?

2010-04-04T09:05:00.001-07:00

English PT is the most screwed PT i've ever done in my entire screwed 14 years on earth.
Compared to Bio PT, it's like a dollop of mayonise next to uh,Haigh's Chocolate.
you know why you know why?
COS IT SUCKS.

psh.

2010-04-01T06:39:00.000-07:00

i thought of what was said yesterday during the emoing session,
and yes.
I am wrong.
I am a coward.
I should tell her.
I am a double-faced freak.

great.

today was very very fun(ny).
too bad i can't write it here.

nightmares

2010-03-30T08:54:00.000-07:00

i just had the most horrible thought -
what if i turn J1 before the earth comes to an end?
that mean i'll probably have to go through the nerve-wreckishness of CCA Trials all over again!
and what if i'm too lousy to be accepted into Band?
i think i'll just kill myself can?!
how will i surviveeeeeee?
D:
/
gah i know this is way way way to early to think about stuff like that but STILL.

darn it

2010-03-29T02:37:00.000-07:00

darn today's Math paper is so so so screwed!
oh.
and you ______ why are you always so so unreasonable don't you get ______ so can you just stop it stop it you you you you. D: GO AWAY.

you life-ruiner.

thanks a lot D:
/
Tomorrow's following Friday Timetable,which = early dismissal!:D
and i haven't accomplished anything yet darn it okiies.

2010-03-28T04:34:00.000-07:00

For our dear SHINee fangirl - Qianyi:D
Credits to jingyi's blog^-^
Look at the March 25 2010 post.
i think some of the reactions are very cute and funny!
especially the one Key says "Save money!" but buys it the next day and leaves it at your doorstep^-^
and onew sitting at the front of my (or reader's) house and staring at my (or reader's) window, but not letting you know. that one's a scary and stalkerish but i think it's sweet:D
most of Key's reactions are very hilarious, or maybe i'm just biased^-^

tomorrow's Math SA!
and Lit. D:
which = FAIL.

cheemology

2010-03-26T06:42:00.000-07:00

I shouldn't be here.
I should be doing my (screwed) RS Proposal, or my Mrs Fok Math Homework.
but i need to state my stand on two issues:

1. msn convos: i don't like the idea of c/p-ing a convo or something that i said, to somebody else without my knowledge. information like that, during msn convos, are directed only, and only at the person i am talking to, and i think that things like this can be, (and have previously) been used against people. not that i'm actually referring to anybody in particular.

2. you tried to use deceit to win over (or should i say win back) my friendship, do you call that friendship? gossip. lies. backstabbing. how ignorant do you actually think i am?

going to mug now.

Perseus

2010-03-22T07:40:00.000-07:00

updates - quick ones since i'm supposed to be mugging geog.
The Day Mr Yagisawa came:
Morning - had Direct's breakfast. fun much:D
Afternoon - prac-ed Perseus. got irritated with myself.
When Mr Yagisawa Came - i was quite surprised since i imagined him as a very old guy with white hair and a long beard and wrinkles. i guess that's what people would imagine you as if you've achieved so much. for me,i'll probably take my whole life to compose even a few bars of Perseus so you get what i mean. well, he had black hair!and was not old at all.really have to clear some sterotypes i have.we got him to autograph out stuff after that. the percs made him sign their drumsticks. and shubun got him to sign her file. some people signed their tuners,but i got him to autograph my Perseus scores:D

playing Would You Rather? with shubun
Question: Would you rather swim with a squid or a frog?
My Answer: Frogs. Squids remind me of Kraken which reminds me of Perseus which remind me of Mr Oura's funniness then i'll laugh when i'm swimming and drown. So,frogs.

HAHA Epic!

NTU Band Concert was kind of...
well.
i think i really screwed it.
so at the end, i ended up feeling extremely sucky yet relieved it was over.
well.
i was really nervous and scared just before as i suddenly remembered how much i hate crowds of people,and i realised there were crowds of people.
freaked out.
i think my tuning was BLAH.

oh yipee shubun just listed me as her sister on fb!

if you jump i will jump too

2010-03-18T08:26:00.000-07:00

let go of me,please.
i'm afraid
i'm angry
i can't do this anymore.
so,

just

let

go.

please.

Cadenza XII Camp

2010-03-17T08:49:00.000-07:00

today's camp was rather fun.
Section Interaction - stared at an ant on the floor.
Directs-taking - half screwed up
Batch practice - okay,except the trumpets were really loud(don't forget we were in a classroom-.-)and everyone was blasting like crazy and i couldn't even hear myself.but all in all i thought it was quite cool,and we were okay,i suppose.
Batch Auditions(!!) - we were the first to go!gosh when i was sitting there and waiting i felt there were a thousand butterflies flying around in my stomach and 'bump!'-ing again it.but i screwed up only about 5% altogether but i think we got plenty of 'Limited's.): the sec threes and fours were super pro,as expected.
Lunch - with Section,somehow towards the end i went crazy and suddenly screamed and clung onto my sbm for no reason at all!
Games - quite fun,i was in the 'Judo Jesters' group with uh Sussan,Zheng Ning,Fang Fang and Josephine(i think,i can't exactly remember much. i think the Amazing Yellow Race during Band Day Camp last year somehow left a deeper impression on me) went running around with the 'Jumping Jesters',which consisted of Grandpa,Amanda My Evil Twin,June and Vivian (Goh).
yep all in all it was quite enjoyable,especially at the 'Elf,Giant,Wizard' station. heh i lost but somehow decided to run towards the opponent(yep while everyone else in my team was running away crazily,screaming in the opposite direction i very *ahem* cleverly ran in the wrong direction,banged into Amanda My Evil Twin and got caught.)
oh well.
Mutual Sharing - very excessively stoned!): but still i kind of liked it cos Emily gave us nice good advice. i wish they'd just pep-talk us endlessly and give us long inspirational speeches though,instead of asking us to talk,ha.
Cadenza Video Watching - very nice!i like Prince of Egypt gosh^-^ and Global Variations even though i don't know much about it,but i think its very amusing,the random flag-raising things throughout the song.and our directs said something to us on the video but we didn't catch it,because
1. when i heard my name i started hyperventilating and forgot to continue listening
2. it was quite soft):
aw.
oh oh oh and Grandpa pointed out that my grand direct's specs are similar to my old ones!O:
the talking parts were nice,although i couldn't hear sometimes):
Dinner - towards the end we were majorly freaking out cos i was suspicious that the Special Event(or what was it called?hm.)is FOOTDRILLS.
*runs around in frantic circles*
lo and behold we were right!but before that they taught us the band cheers(it was cool!)and asked us to close our eyes and do some imagining thing but i never trust people who ask us to do that so in the end i didn't do much imagining before they shouted the thing that sounded like 'squad bar-your-toes'
gosh i realised i forgot quite abit of footdrills.):
then in the end they asked us to march along the track in the dark all the way to J Block while singing the band cheers i thought it was quite fun!
then they made us go into the classroom where we were having Direct-taking earlier on and there were many pretty lightsticks hanging from the celing,glowing in the dark.
it was really pretty:D
they told us to grab one each,and our whole sb got blue.
which represented 'friendliness'!we're really friendly people.
red/purple equals passion.
yellow was humility i think.
green was responsibility.
it was nice.
then they made us do the close-your-eyes imagining thing again and i didn't trust them again.
and yep.
they did the same thing and all of us had to rush to line up and everything,but it was actually awesomely fun.
i think the Cadenza Camp Comm is really nice to do all those stuffs for us^-^
and obviously i would have to reflect i guess.
i suppose Cadenza Camp motivated me to give my very best so that later i won't regret and go,"i could have played better",which is what i do most of the time so i aim to not do that!the motivating part mostly came from the Video,and Batch auds i suppose.
then we went for Section Supper.
came home feeling light headed,yet so,so heavy.
shattered,yet so relieved.
i don't know why,and i'm getting cheeeeem these days.
should stop.
but overall i enjoyed Cadenza Camp.
it was so 'aww!'-ish towards the end!

MUST WORK HARD FOR CADENZA,AND BE THE BEST THAT WE CAN BE:D

gosh.

addictive

2010-03-16T01:19:00.000-07:00

hello,
decided to change blogskin,but i feel that this skin looks rather screwed.
somehow.
oh well.
Cadenza Camp's tomorrow!
i need help for Geog and History AA,
anybody kind enough?^-^

lollies cheer me up

2010-03-15T08:18:00.000-07:00

i like the pink Lollipop!

i'm exploding repeatedly now,

BYE~

nightmare,fairytale

2010-03-14T21:08:00.000-07:00

what a surreal dream.
perhaps it's reality,a reality that we can't expose.
or can we?
i suppose you've stopped being a puppet,you've cut the strings
but how about me?
do you know how much i long for freedom?
i'm still trapped in this sinister puppet show.
maybe i know how to escape,
but do i want to?
part of me still reminisces about the good times,
wondering,
wondering if it was only for show.
or if reality really changed.
but there's this growing desire,
the sort a caged bird gets,
to find it's own place in the world.
to escape from everything.
even though it might be risky,
even though it might not survive to see the next day
but,
it can still try.
can't it?

gosh

2010-03-10T01:01:00.000-08:00

i love My Mortal!
her blog is fun to read^-^

anyway,
today's LJ was screwed!
):
waited for the bus for like,one hour.
gah.
and i hate hate hate wars so there.
got kind of freaked out by the whole WWII LJ.

oh well.

NTU Band Conert is coming!
and Batch auds.
and Cadenza XII!

oh man.

2010-03-09T06:33:00.000-08:00

just some fond memories of Japan trip last year.

i look like i'm dying though!

the last three are quite funny cos i initially ducked into the Monsters Inc. store (in Tokyo Disneyland) to hide from the freezing,freezing cold but instead ended up hugging the monsters:D

should compare to Gold Coast ones!and see how much happier and un-frozen i look in those. okay nevermind shall do that another time and upload more Japan ones.

WELL Geog LJ was quite boring,but i suppose the trail was interesting but scary.

indived lots!tired.

but i think i still can't play,gosh.

firstly,the reed's beginning to like,degenerate in my mouth):

maybe my saliva is like acid or something but i'm so sad!

and i feel bad that my direct has to look for a reed for me so i asked lycia where you can get reeds and then she said at Yamaha but no way are my parents going to bring me there.

dah.

i sound strange

tried playing La Storia again and discovered,to my horror,that i can't tongue the very fast part thing!

but i tried Disney medley(why issit called this?on the score it says 'Disney Classics Revue' but anyways)

the first page is sort of okayish.

maybe,

not.

then re-played Lawrence Of Arabia.

just realised its really a very nice song^-^

i guess i didn't realise this during the Inunion period cos

1. i was too busy worrying about Imperatrix

2. i found my part very boring yet difficult(but not now its awesome:D)

ah well.

i hope the NTU Band concert will come slower!i feel,SCARED.

and Cadenza's so close!

and my DOTJ is still

majorly,

screwed.

as well as every other song we're going to play.

gosh,

psh.

ohmyword

2010-03-06T04:05:00.001-08:00

Founder's Day today!
i'm sleepy):
and ponned Chinese Tuition since i decided that Biology PT is of more importance,yes?
but still!i slacked,and thus,it does not make any difference at all.
Rachel you have to control yourself!
but its not fair,not fair.
life is so unfair,why is it me?
maybe others around me have said it,but did i not heed?
am i doing something terribly wrong that will (possibly) wreck my entire life?
gosh if the rest of my life is going to be like this,i have two words for you,dearest Fate:
THIS
SUCKS.
(& so do you,my great friend)
/
Mr Chia Mr Chia Mr Chia pleeeease accept our RS Proposal!
pleeeeeease):

psh

2010-02-27T23:18:00.000-08:00

pshhhhh.
haven't done RS Proposal and i need need need to do Bio PT!ihaven't even done my 1-page Profile and clay model!
i'm a dead person.
and the worst thing is i don't know how to do my 1-page Profile die die die die dieeeeeee.
and i've got Mrs Fok homework to complete,and Clara isn't replying to my sms):
and i totally forgot about The Very Important Thing That Perina Called Me During Chinese Tuition For.
D:
i need to go buy clay and stuff my face in a book.

picture post

2010-02-26T04:56:00.000-08:00

i should not be here now,i have stuff to do!

anyway,here's a short picture post from my Japan Trip(one out of the hundreds of photos i have-.-)

total unglamness!):

i was in a terrible state while i was in Japan,i guess i can't stand overly cold countries

i loved Gold Coast,gosh.

a) it wasn't cold at all:D i could wear shorts!

b) it was super convenient (like,we didn't have to take long coach rides which i really hate and there was a Hard Rock cafe and really cool supermart next to our hotel)

c) the places were cool!i went to numerous beaches,where it was sunny,warm and happy^-^ and i like,no wait cancel that-LOVE the beach!and there were cool activities like short ferry rides and loads of amusement parks and sufing and sand-boarding(which is ultimate fun i tell you!) and dolphin-feeding and wine/honey-making places and shopping(though not as much as Japan but at least i wasn't freezing to death)and lying around doing nothing and loads other funnish stuffs^-^ also,the whole atmosphere i got when i went there was happy,cheerful and fun.like when i went out to do random stuff at night the whole place was pretty with lights and there were street buskers and surfers everywhere and random shops selling random stuff.wahey

heh the other day we were fantasising with Vivian about going to Gold Coast(obviously my idea)and Florida for fictional section outing!i want to go to Florida!to the Disneyland there:D

i think i'm albeit hhhigh.

must be the hanging out with Yasmine and Shubun today,we totally slacked and had fun!

went to TM to eat,then bought chocolate and bused to my house.

we had fun:D

whoohoo.

and didn't accomplish (almost) anything but it was so fun i laughed till i had a stomach-ache!

GAH

2010-02-24T07:34:00.000-08:00

today is so fun!^-^
first:
we played Fly Me To The Moon for keyboard lessons!i enjoyed it:D
and i used an alto sax again.
wahey.
Clara played Phantom of The Opera,which is duh,my favouritest song of all times.
besides Perseus(which my daddy commented that "it sounds like a cross between Hercules and Christmas".Christmas cos there's this part with the chimes thingum-.-)
ooh and then i went out with Yasmine and Shuyun.
we walked to Shaw Plaza,then after staying there for 10 minutes i went back to school for Henry's birthday thing!
IT
WAS
EPIC
:D
we lit the candles in the locker room,and suffocated.
the whole place was turning smoky,ha.
(yenjean thought we were burning stands!)
actually when i read Perina's email i mentally imagined Yixian bursting out of the locker room and jumping out in front of yenjean but i suppose that's not possible!^-^
hehheh.
especially when Perina's Direct said,"this doesn't involve Yixian leaping out,does it?".or something like that,if i quote wrongly don't sue me :x
then we took loads of pictures,though they were not as many/good quality as my birthday since we were laughing too much and the camera pics turned out all blurred):
and then we made yenjean walk down The Aisle!
then we cut the cake up and saved four pieces for Our Directs and Vivian.
except when we were walking around with the cake and looking for them i accidentally dropped Vivian's cake on the floor.
and that was because Perina grabbed me!):
anyway,
then the sec ones came:D
i still find it weird that we're not the youngest anymore.
WE'RE SENIORS!
*gasp*
dah.
but then the intros were okay,Yany is nice,though she's so skinny!O:
at first i thought that she couldn't support the bassoon and got anxious(what if she got squashed of something?)
anyway but she's very nice^-^
too bad she doesn't have a Direct,sadded.
she was a very cute name too!
indived Perseus,i started sounding weird halfway.
D:
tomorrow's a killer day,no slack periods.

happy birthday yenjean

2010-02-23T06:20:00.000-08:00

happy bird-day yenjean!
brace yourself for tomorrow^-^
my sbms are jealous cos i got my Letter already.
going to do random stuffs now

blah.

2010-02-22T05:39:00.000-08:00

look at all the stuffs i need to do!

List of important things
1. Discuss and research on Biology Performance Task
2. Study Biology Performance Task Rubrics
3. Adaptation for salinity
4. Adaptation for large temperature range
5. Functions of fins (mobility)
6. Digestive/Respiratory/Skeletal systems
7. Breathing systems for marine plants and animals.
9. English Performance Task!
10. Commonwealth essay (due 22 March)
11. Chinese book reviews
12. Geography debate
RS proposal
1. Discuss RS proposal with group

hehheh i know i'm mugger but i'm really scared of failing RS yknow!):
and i bet you were too busy reading that you didn't realise number 8. was missing from List Of Important Things!
DOTJ tomorrow!
and i'm very deaded i don't know what to do for Commonwealth essay
help needed here:/
if only they didn't make it compulsory
bleh.

wahey

2010-02-21T06:34:00.000-08:00

i know this is really random but...
1. ah Candeza is so near!
2. our grand-directs have red nametags!(sorry i know i'm slow:/)
3. i'm so happy i finally found the RS thingums on iNet:D
4.the old other bassoon feels funny now that i tried to play it on friday.
5. i'm scared for RS this year,very,very scared):
6. HELP!
7. need to do more quiet time(!)
8. volunteer for It's Time For Miracles Crusade^-^
9. pray pray pray that Youth Camp will not clash with any stuffs.
10. find a way to go out with mortals and yasminesandyclarashuyun,as well as go for henry's birthday thingum.(SIGH.)

dying

2010-02-19T02:41:00.000-08:00

today's assembly-performance was scary!
we left class at 9.05(oops hehheh,5 minutes extra^-^)
and then we prac-ed till about 10 then we went out and lined up.
it was terribly hot,and we had to wait for oh so long-.-
and i screwed up for DOTJ.
dah.
apparently people at the back couldn't see yujia.
O:
and and and then i totally screwed Part E and gosh i emoed after that but it was kind of impossible since we had section lunch and yenjean and mianzi and i was laughing and drinking milo.
we persuaded henry to give Her The Letter(s)!
we had a-very-long-recess then prac-ed Perseus
i was happy:D
perseusperseusperseusperseus
wahey:D
it was much better than DOTJ(for me at least)
but then when we finally went into the hall i saw all those people,a huge huge huge sea of people and i started freaking out and inwardly hyperventilating and screaming and going,"OHMYWORD OHMYWORD OHMYWORD SO MANY PEOPLE!"
for Arts Fest it was actually better cos there were really bright lights on the stage(some were shining at us too)and all that stuff,so i couldn't really see the audience so i was less freaked out.
and i practiced imaging UCC filled with tons of people so i was kind of mentally prepared.
but not for today!
so for DOTJ i screwed up the Second time in one day.
it's totally not fair!i can do Part E when i'm indiving but not during the actual preformance
dah dah dah it's so-ooo not fair):
and i was out of tune for Perseus.
and i think it was pretty screwed cos there was this part in Perseus where i think i heard some people playing at a different speed and i immdiately started to freak out and wonder if i'm wrong.
traumatising,yes?
and perc woon complained that sharon took the wrong cymbals so she couldn't do the very-cool-crashing-thing.
):
then the trombone behind me scared me during DOTJ by suddenly sticking her slide-thing in between me and My Direct.
then she hit my butt with the slide during Perseus:/ it was funny^-^
ah well.
i keep forgetting i'm wearing a different hairband now,the one with the ribbon.
at i keep accidentally smashing the bow.
hope it doesn't spoil!it cost me like $7++.

hope it will turn out okay.
God please please please help me

fearless

2010-02-18T05:25:00.000-08:00

tomorrow's the hall-assembly-concert thing!O:
*scared scared*
i feel very jittery and are we really going to stand up and play?
it's so weirded.
DOTJ oh help oh help oh gosh.
today prac was bad.
First,
i seem to have problems holding long notes now and playing for long periods of time!seriously,i got quite scared.
Second,
i got lost from the second note of Romanza today,trust me.
and My Direct didn't come.
Third,
the Sixteen Chorales(sp?)thing,yeah i didn't get the scores
and then i couldn't tell Mr. Oura cos he was not looking in my direction and Claudia had to save me.
gah gah gah gah gah gah.
Fourth,
DOTJ is still horrible!by then,from all the walking in and out of the hall with our stands and instrus and whatnot i got very tired and pissed off and i couldn't playyyyy ):
like,as ususal.
and i didn't hear Mr. Oura saying not to play the part E so i went to play it.
for two times somemore.
by the second time there were already people turning around staring at me (probably wondering who would be so stupid to make the same mistake two times in 3 minutes.)
i felt like killing myself.

._.

i find blogging pointless nowadays.
i find most things pointless nowadays-.-
the only things i enjoy are:
1. Free Blocks!(great for hypering^-^)
2. Band(there's always something i really suck at,so there's this big huge goal for me)
3. Bonding Sessions with sb.
4. Before/After Band!
5. Hypering with my bestest friends ever^-^
6. Piano!(and it'll get really important once i confirm doing you-know-what wahey:D)
7. Biology (it's like the only subject i enjoy:/)
8. Stoning and sitting on my bed

there's more but i feel very deaded now.
i'm going to check my Lab Report now.
NTU Band Concert!O:
dah i feel Perseus-deprived again.

bleh

2010-02-17T06:57:00.000-08:00

zomg i can't believe this.
my own friends wouldn't even want to do RS with me(possibly),
i haven't got a complete RS group yet,
i don't know i had Math homwork,
i haven't sold my extra Cadenza ticket yet,
I CAN'T PLAY DOTJ,(and Romanza and the Disney thing and all the other songs like Lawrence of Arabia!)
and i have to report to the batch corr to eat cookies tomorrow.

i'm the World's Biggest Loser,currently.
so don't ask why.

oh no

2010-02-17T06:27:00.000-08:00

the Birthday thing by my Section was traumatising.
i was traumatised.
i clung onto a pillar and wanted to run away and not meet our directs and my sbms had to drag me away from the pillar.
and was so scared i stuck myself to the wall.
actually i wasn't really listening so i didn't notice the 29 Feb thing,cos i was busy staring at the RALIT on the wall and thinking about how they should put a space between RA and LIT and wondering why was there a camera on the table and a box of brown stuff on the chair behind yenjean's direct and why were they sitting in the dark.
yep.

sometimes i imagine myself dying and wish some crazy drunk driver will speed past when i'm crossing the road and just kill me.
especially on wednesday evenings.

me equals to sad today
i'm a horrible person.
i can't play DOTJ properly.
i'm horrible horrible horrible.

why do i always have to go back to square one?

on wednesdays,
till i have no more tears left.

i'm so trapped within your existence.

if you jump i will jump too

2010-02-12T02:30:00.000-08:00

yesterday was hyper!
first,in geog we,the Tribal Hunter-Gatherers,presented our research.
in our Tribal people language!
IT
WAS
EPIC.
me,Yasmine,Jolene and Shuyun were the Tribal People,and Clara and Sandy were translators.

so we did some random tribal dance around a box of mealworms,and went,"KA MATE,KA MATE,KA ORA,KA ORA,______(can't remember)...WHAKAKIKI PUHURUHURU!"at the top of our voices:D

in front of the class.
during geog
!
hehheh i was hyper and everyone was laughing like xiao^-^

at the end we had to say,"HAUUUUU" which in our imaginary tribal language meant "thank you"
before the presentation we were discussing on how to say "HAUUUU" so Clara went,"Jolene,if you were drunk and had to say nihao(hello in chinese),how would you do it?"
Jolene:niHAOOOOO!*voice goes loud and high-pitched,and sudden crescendo*
Jolene: wait - i've never been drunk. no,i have been drunk before...when i was six:/

okayyy.

before prac we played with The Stickers,and went around saboing each other and pasting The Stickers on each other^-^
madness.
then during prac we played Perseus!finally lo,i feel so Perseus-deprived.
but i was bad.
blah
blah
blah
and my sbms want to boycott me!O:
oh and when we were setting down Joanne came and told me my mealwormies freefell 10m and i went,"WHATTT?!" and she told me it was Marissa and i ran screaming out of the band room.
but i don't know la.
after set down we went to the kc chee and i found my mealworms.
i accused Marissa of killing one of my mealworms,dah.
it straightened out,and just died.
D:
lesson learnt: never leave mealworms on the ledge of the batch corr as some mealworm-killer might just make them freefall one storey down.
and the weirdest thing is that though they fell,it landed the right way up somemore and the lid didn't pop out.
hmm good box:D
but...
MY POOR MEALWORMS THEY WERE SO SCARED AFTER THAT THEY STARTED SPAZZING AT HOME!
literally.
ah well.

this foolishness

2010-02-10T05:30:00.000-08:00

One more slot available in my RS Group!Ling Wei will tell you tomorrow if you can join^-^
Any applicants,please contact Yasmine,Shuyun or me immediately!
Sign up now!

sorry,just practicing my advertising skills in liu of English PT:/

today was blah.
i failed my ting xie.
BY ONE MARK!
i was so-ooo pissed off.
i have to retake again,and this time i have to memorise this whole paragraph from the textbook
D:
NOOOOO.
but good thing is i managed to get my low C,E,D,E flat today during indiv and sectionals^-^
it made DOTJ a whole lot less traumatising
and the hard part where only i and My Direct play,i managed to sort of get it.
but i have to breatheeee.
but i am still going to try,no matter what to not breathe cos it makes it sound badder.
even if it mean going as red as mianzi or fainting

before band was fun,we had sb talk and lunch then we locked ourselves in the Locker Room while Vivian was inside stocktaking the disgusting rusty metal stands and we talked alot of crap:D
like stuffing ourselves/stuffing Vivian/stuffing our kidnapped victims(?) into the chute.
hehheh.
then i kept opening the door and sticking my head out and random people could see three deranged people sitting in a room full of stands:D
one random person even opened the Locker Room door and stared down at us-.-
it was fun:D

but yenjean's getting really scary,i'm getting quite genuinely worried for her and that she might have to go to a Mental Hospital or something!seriously,we need help
and seeing my both sbms so depressed made me tired and depressed too:(
DOTJ and Romanza tomorrow!
JIAYOU OKIIES.
i hope i won't die
and henry,don't boycott me:(

Romanza's difficult.
i'll get lost.
the paper doesn't smell nice anymore.
and i haven't done any homework yet,and i need re-test ting xie.
i'm trying,but i can't.
life's looking bleak.

ho!

2010-02-08T04:36:00.000-08:00

i've changed skin cos Playground Love was used for quite long,though its a loveeely skin,trust me:D
heh i decided to get this skin not only cos its super duper cute,its also by blogskinner Ms. Sockpuppet,who happens to have the same name as me,
(fine i'm Angel Sockpuppet)
i think Samamtha knows already lo,since that time when the 107ers ambushed me in their classroom._.
Cheryl and Yu Qing requested me to be their God-Angel.
ahh so many letters!O:
and today was so hectic we spent our whole free block(Chinese,hoorah!^-^)discussing on our RS Grouping,since we're five and one group can only have four.
FOUR!
okiies i feel quite happy since me,Yasmine and Perina went hhhigh on the mrt today after school^-^

i'm taking forever to do my English and Geog homework(requires computer-.-)since i've been facebooking and msning and blogger(oopsie)ever since i logged online.
ARGH.
i'll be going now,just occurred to me tomorrow has Philo COI!
then is our Assesment thing (soon)!O:
and i haven't done my COI Reflections yet!

you,i can't forget you.

2010-02-06T01:29:00.000-08:00

okiies updates!
i'm supposed to do my bird-day updates,and since yesterday's my bird-day anniversary,(like,one week after my birthday._.)i shall do it nowww.
Well,in short Yasmine,Sandy and Shuyun kidnapped me at the school's bus stop(in full view of everyone else,thank you) and made me board a taxi and we talked about random stuffs and how i look like a samurai blindfolded.
and i informed them samurais wear the cloth at the forehead,not over their eyes-.-
the taxi trip was enjoyable.
:D
then they made me go into Mac(except i didn't know it was Mac since i was still blindfolded)and bought food and cake(from Mac Cafe)
then they made me walk to the beach area
i guessed we were at the beach since i could hear the waves and everything,but they bluffed me that we were at the Top Floor of Vivocity and if i walked backwards three steps i would fall off the building.
so i tried it for fun.
then i concluded we are not at Vivocity since i am still alive.
then i opened my blindfold and tada!they were sitting on this picnic mat and everything.
hehheh.
i had to do ridiculous dares
like asking random people to wish me Happy Birthday and making them do jumping jacks and singing and DANCING JIVE WITH A RANDOM GUY
O:
gosh i got rejected oh so many times cos i freaked almost all the guys at East Coast out.
yep.
but in the end i got awesome pressies like blue slippers!and a gold and black Converse pencilcase(which they thought was perfect for me since it was supposedly lian),and The Tee.
wahey.
and the Mac Cafe cake!yummilicious:D
then shuyun had to go home
D:
so me,Yasmine and Sandy rented bikes and rode around.
then i walked,and happened to fall on my bike
(i know,this sounds ridiculous cos most normal people have their bikes fall on them,instead of falling onto their own bike but anyway.)
ouchie,but still okay.
Yasmine got a bruise cos i suddenly stopped and hm yep.

then three of us went to sit on the huge rock place and watch the ocean and threaten Sandy to sing for me and do random things:D
then Sandy went down to the sand and wrote"Happy Bdae Rachel" for me.
so sweeet right:D
i have the awesomest friends ever,period.
then me and Yasmine cabbed back to Kembangan together

aww i love love love you all guys!
thank you for all the effort you all put in,especially Yasmine and Shuyun

for the batch bird-day celebration was really hyper and made me confused.
cos it was on my actual birthday and right after Assembly(the Making Pink Lemonade one)they dragged me to the sec one batch corr and didn't let me go into out actual corr and i was being confused and being hidden in many places and Perc Woon and Shubun were arguing and everybody was oh so noisy-.-
then they hid me in 208 then everybody started running up and screaming at me to come down asap(which was weird cos a few minutes ago they were highly against me going into the batch corr)
then when we finally got downstairs i was laughing and screaming too much
then i realised the candles on the birthday muffins were all burning up to nothing.
but i took forever(like always)to blow out my candles-.-
hehheh.
then they made me hug Joanne and My Direct ahh
they literally pushed,pushed!me to hug them.
:/
but still i love my sbms.
we took a gazillion photos(many of which are failed shots,otherwise unglam shots by Perina's Direct)
:/
then they gave me the birhday Board thing,was which is a board with sb pics on one side,and batch well wishes on the other.
how sweet can you get?
:D
then we cut up the muffin and distributed them to my section.
and i got to keep the blueberry one for myself!
then i indived with perina and sathia and grandpa and vivian.
at the end me and perina put all the stands back into the Closet
so cool right
only two people and millions of stands:D
then i went to get my cake for Net Birthday celebration later.
in the process i accidentally sat on my remaining muffin(when i told perina this she said it was so me to sit on muffins)
but fortunately it remained intact.
Net Celebration was fun.
we managed to finish off everything,hoho.

ah well.
thanks again to everyone who put in so much effort for my bird-day!

ah well.
school'd getting boring-er now,especially Math Lessons,which have 'elusive dusters' on my table!
and Dance Of The Jesters kills.
literally.
during sectionals i got so tired i had that weird breathing thing again,which i thought went away forever since i didn't have them anymore when i joined RB.
hmm.
i think i was too tiredddd out.
why must the frigging Jesters,like even dance?>:/
and the entire thing is so so so so so so so so low i don't know how i'll survive.
ARGHHH.
Romanza smells nice!
but its hard.
i feel so blah.
especially when it comes to Dance Of The Jesters.
i wish we can just play Perseus over and over and over and over again during Cadenza,so that we won't have to learn Dance Of The Jesters(!D:)but that's just me being stupid.

i really really seriously hope i won't have to change my Jiang Tuition class!O:
please please please please pleeeeease!

ooh and yesterday after school i treated Yasmine and Shuyun to Pizza Hut Cheezy Lava Hawaiian(oh the love)and Meatballs and Coke and Swensen's Pan Fried Ice-Cream:D
:D
yum yum in my tum(my)!
HAHA!
we were happy.
i went broke.
but all in all i was happy that i got to treat them,finally:D

you know,i sometimes wonder what will happen to my physical self when i die.
i mean,yeah i'll go to heaven and everything but will they bury or cremate me?
i don't really like urns,cos of the way it sounds on my tongue.
and will anybody come to my funeral?i wonder what funerals will even be like in the future.
and i hope there'll be a eulogy and cool stuffs like that.
i hope people won't be too sad.
i hope Yasmine and Clara and Sandy and Shuyun and batchmates and my sbms and section and everybody will come to my funeral.
okay i know normal people don't sit around thinking about dying when they're supposed to me doing Chinese Compo,so yep.

okay shall go post on sb blog now.
i seems more alive after we unlocked it.

2010-01-30T23:15:00.000-08:00

sorry i don't have time to update!will post my birthday-posts soon^^
but for now,
i'll just say
a BIGBIG thankyou to all those who organized the various birthday surprises for me.
that was really sweet:D
i heart all of you

love,
rachel the birthday girl.

HAPPY BIRTHADY TO ME

2010-01-25T06:19:00.000-08:00

yipee.i'm hhhigh:D
thankyou Yasmine,for being the mastermind of today's evil schemes,Sandy and Shubun for being my kidnappers and Clara for smsing me when i was cycling.
okiies.
First,after school Yasmine distracted me by walking in front with me and talking about random stuffs.
Then,from behind Sandy and Shubun sneaked up on me and blindfolded me!

and to be continued...
STAY TUNED!:D

Happy Birthday To Me

Reset:you,i can't forget you.

2010-01-22T01:47:00.000-08:00

yesterday was Recruitment!i wanted to see the sec ones.
D:
but shubun said my Mortal came^^ but Samantha(mortal!) told me that she didn't get in.
AHHHH.
*insert sad face*
ooh but we indived for like,3 hours?
and henry was depressed because a certain someone didn't come._.
went to the Netball Courts to prac.
Perseus,played as a batch.
but i sounded funny at first.
D:
it was quite failed(the batch Perseus,i mean)
then our batch formed this large circle and the percs stood in the centre and we started playing.
it was okay until it came to the cymbal-crashing part.
oopsie.
we all went deaf.
then after lots of seriously serious indiving i got invited by my evil twin and sathia to march along the Netball Courts while playing.
super duper funnnn:D
grandpa and henry came too!
but three of us couldn't stop laughing.
then we decided to walk to and fro the courts,then round the yellow bow(where sathia overshot and walked out of the box)round and round and round in a circle(while playing-.-)and around the semi-circle.
the one where we walked in circles made me hopelessly dizzy after that.
oopsie.

Net Ralley later!

cheer up!

2010-01-20T06:57:00.000-08:00

to cheer myself up,i'll do this thing that shubun tagged me on fb.

below 40 = Not Girly
above 40 = Girlie
above 55 = Paris Hilton
[ ] My fingernails/toenails are almost always painted.
[ ] During the summer pretty much the only shoes I wear are flip flops.
[ ] My favorite toy as a child were barbies.
[x] One of my favorite color is pink or purple.
[x] I took dance.(does quitting after two lessons count?)
[x] I love skirts/shorts.
[x] Shops at the mall
[x] Tight jeans are the only jeans I'll wear
[x]I love chocolate
TOTAL SO FAR: 6
[x] I straighten(ed) my hair.
[x] I have at least 8 facebook pictures.(who has only 7?!)
[] I usually go shopping once a week.(do i look like i have time?._.)
[x] I love to hang out with friends.
[x] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace.
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon.
[x] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim.
[x] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes.
[ ]I watch(ed) either The OC, Laguna Beach OR Desperate Housewives.
[ ] I change my profile weekly.
[x] I have worn a shower cap.
TOTAL SO FAR: 12
[ ] I would NEVER step foot into Hot Topic.
[x] My cell phone might as well become a part of me.
[ ] I wear mascara everyday.
[] I've been or am on a diet.(EW.)
[ ] Bathing suits are adorable.
[x] I don't know the difference between a sheep and a goat.(DEFINATELY!)
[x] Tattoos are Gross.
[x] I have gotten my nails done.
[x] I own over 10 purses.
[ ] Much Music is my one of my favorite channels.
TOTAL SO FAR: 17
[x] I like to talk about boys.(i do occasionally talk,but actually liking it alot?not too sure-.-)
[x] I love to have other people do my hair.
[x] I like to give and receive hugs from all my friends.
[x] I hate bugs. I don't love bugs.
[x] Carnivals are so fun!
[x] Summer is THE best season.
[x] My swimsuit has 2 pieces.
[x] I'm waiting for my knight in shining armor.
[] Musicians are hot.(zomg this depends right?what if the musician in question is Chopin or something?!)
[ ] You write me a poem and tell me I'm beautiful and I'm all yours.(NO WAY.what if the poet is some geek?)
TOTAL SO FAR: 25
[x] I'm self-conscious.
[] I cry often.
[] My room smells like vanilla.(won't like,ants come?)
[x] My dishes get washed more then once a week.
[ ] I don't do sports
[] I HATE to run
[x] I squeal when I am surprised(yeah!)
[x] I eat dried fruit as a snack.(yum.)
[] Has seen and read Twilight series.
[ ] Drew Barrymore is so cute.
TOTAL SO FAR:30
[x] I dance a lot.(American Jive and Mambo.addicited to it somehow)
[x] I usually spend over an hour to get ready to leave my house
[x] My hair is important.(YESSS ZOMG.I TOTALLY AGREE.)
[x] I love to get dressed up!
[x] Every part of my outfit needs to match.
[x] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends.
[] I'd love to have a photo shoot of myself.
[x] The price on clothes hardly matters.(if only i could convey this to all parents.)
[ ] I apply lipgloss 50 times a day.
[ ] I wish I were a model.
TOTAL SO FAR: 37
[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton.
[ ] I wanted or have been something that was slutty on Halloween.
[ ] R&B is the best music.
[ ] I pop my collar.
[ ] Guys with Mohawks are GROSS!(what are Mohawks?O:)
[x] Horses are beautiful
[x] I never pay attention in school.
[x] Puppies are adorable.
TOTAL SO FAR: 40
[x] I speak IM.(an occasional 'lol' always slips out.)
[x] I would love to visit Hawaii
[ ] Valentine's day is so cute!
[x] White is better than black.(for laptops!and calculators.)
[x] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black.
[x] My closet is STOCK FULL of clothes.
[x] I hate the grunge look of a beard.
[x] I love flowers.
TOTAL SO FAR: 47
[x] I love to Doodle.(ooh yeah.)
[x] I love Celine Dion.(she sang These Are The Special Times,our Inunion batch item!)
[x] My baths are 2 hours long.(sometimes._.)
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned.
[ ] My friends and I are in a strict group. We mostly only hang out with each other.
[ ] I like kids.
[ ] Diet drinks are the best.(EW.)
[ ] I have been a vegetarian.
[ ] I refuse to eat at McDonald's(!!O:)
TOTAL SO FAR: 50
[x] I check my facebook everyday.
[ ] I have a lot of jewelry.
[ ] Only has gold jewelry.
[ ] My screen name[s] has x's in them.
[x] One of my msn names has/had <3/♥'s>
[x] I would never want to be the opposite sex.
[x] I have more than 3 pillows on my bed.
OVERALL TOTAL: 54

Phew!i got less than shubun^^

my 207th post!

2010-01-20T06:36:00.000-08:00

ho!this is my 207th post:D
today,hmm.
slack!
music & dance.
but still can't get the hang of it.
D:
had sb lunch before band,then we had sb chips and sang Perseus and the Potter Pals song:D
(snape,snape!)
hehheh.
then indived with sb.
Perseus!ahh.
today was bad.
henry's grand-direct came!ooh and she can sing.
and told us a bun-movie joke.
but henry was being seriously depressed cos her direct didn't come and she didn't see her for one day-.-
oh well.

you know,i really really hate you to the core.just because you happened to be angry at somebody else doesn't mean you need to go all whatever with me right?like i even,did anything wrong.and fine,confiscate,smash my phone or do whatever crap you want.ooh i'm okay.jealous?i know you are.because,i'll just get myself another phone or whatever,live without a phone?i'm capable of doing that(living with no phone,i mean),so there, in your face.
oh by the way,i think you just might be jealous cos my phone's better than your stupid non-iPhone touchscreen that doesn't even work.

ignore the above,please and thankyou.
on the ride home today me and perina played (the newly downloaded!^^) Perseus from my phone like a million times and sung/hummed our parts.
yipeeeee.
tomorrow's Recruitments!i can't wait to see the sec ones:D

Live like we're dying

2010-01-19T06:54:00.000-08:00

living like i'm dying;
today was weird!
first we wrote a Ballad on Roger Federer.( although i like Rafael better,from the matches i have watched.but i'm a tennis geek,so if i say anything strange,don't sue me:x )
then during math we played with some paper squares and rectangles thing where we were supposed to arrange them neatly to show factorisation,but me and clara ended up making lil' animals and other strange stuff with those._. it was fun,period.
bio okay,as usual.
going to finish my mindmap later:D
ICT!hehheh i erased that cartoon guy's face.
and made all my frangipanis glow,and become a strange assortment of colours,and have patterns of pixelised diamonds on them.
EPIC:D
then RS Talk.
i don't know!i don't think i want to do CmPs that much,you know?
so does clara and sandy and shubun.
so...
yep.
D:
i hope you understand,although i don't think you follow my blog.
but wait till we see the rest of the RS Projects then we decide?
then band!
the sliverfish incident yesterday was very,very traumatising.
then i kept worrying about breathing in/eating a random sliverfish in my instru.
my legs hurt alot during KS Chee prac.
especially the calves._.
they hurt alot alot alot i have to stretch them or else i'll like,just die of pain.
but i think i didn't play Perseus well today.
it felt funny.
and dynamic-thing-whatever-its-called is so-ooo hard!
noooooo.
but after prac henry began signed madly to me about sliverfish.
henry: *points to instru,mouths 'silver'* *does weird hand action,mouths 'fish'*
me: -cracks up-

then we couldn't stop laughing so i laughed all the way.
literally.
i couldn't stop laughing when we were stacking chairs,i couldn't stop laughing when we pushed chairs,i couldn't stop laughing (and screaming at perina) when we returned the chairs to the hall.
then after dismissal the Cadenza thing had photo-taking,so me and parc woon went to spy on henry who was taking the photos for them-.-
we kept laughing (i know,i didn't stop!since prac ended)
then i started dancing Jive with parc woon and arguing and dragging each other around.
i have a little scrape on my knee since parc woon pratically dragged me across the KS Chee floor.
dah.
but today's okay.
i guess.

live like we're dying-/

po-po-po-poker face.

2010-01-18T05:34:00.000-08:00

sunday was okay,i suppose?
there weren't enough seats in that row for our entire net,so faith and praise sat at another place.
D:
in between Rachel Woon and Edmund,they keep disturbing me and my tigger throughout the whole service:/
then class with Andy,Edmund,Nigel and Cherie.
okay at least it was more interesting than Fruit Of The Spirit,cos there was absolutely nobody i knew in that class-.-
the Mrs Fok class!i really need to brush up on my maths,dah.
and today!
Monday Morning Blues.
i was busy chionging my homework till late last night,but i'm glad to say i'm more hardworking(did my homework!)and organised(filed my worksheets!)this year,so YAY me:D
P.E.,played badminton doubles with yasmine sandy and shubun.
they keep planning my bird-day surprise like crazy.
i'm scared of what they'll do._.
and they keep saying i'm so screwed,and i so owe them big time.
argh.
then the rest of the day is normalish i suppose.
fortunately tomorrow very slack!^^
only during lunch we lost each other and yasmine & shubun were being loners at one table,me and sandy were being loners at another table and clara was wandering around looking for us-.-
but in the end we all found each other at my table.
tomorrow prac!
i saw this disgusting sliverfish in my case today when i was indiving!O:
i screamed my head off and freaked everyone out but still.
what if its in my instru now?D:
argh then i forgot about indiving and went obsessive-complusive about cleaning my case and used a whole think wad of tissue to get all the fluffs of dust out.
ooh i just thought of a joke:
at Claudia's house our net was playing Taboo and i got "organ"
so i said,"many tissues form a _____"
and Andrew said,"PACKET!"
get it?
laugh!

okiies i got to log off now._.

slowly dying

2010-01-16T01:21:00.000-08:00

darn it this kills i still have that wanting-to-blow-something-up-or-kill-sombody feeling.
and what's worse i have like a ton of homework to catch up on:/
like,
1. Mrs Fok homewok(a ton,and it's due tomorrow!)
2. Chinese kongzi worksheet(no idea how to do)
3. some other Chinese worksheet
4. Math worksheet (technically i can't do half the worksheet cos i didn't pay attention in class and i left my math textbook in class.go figure-.-)
5. find an interesting article for Lit.(probably not going to do it anyway)
6. Research on Rosalind Franklin
7. study for History Quiz and Math AA.(aw man.)
see?i totally can't do all these stuff,considering i'm still stuck at Number 1 and it's already saturday.
and i'm going to the gym and swim later too so yep.
howwww i'm an officially dead person.
i feel so tired and its all because of that Jiang Chinese Tuition!which i saw joelle there today too!ooh.
i wish i can just quit school and move to Pluto or something._.
and blow something up there.
KABOOM!

oh

2010-01-14T07:03:00.000-08:00

wednesday was mixed.
and i want to blow something up now.
kaboom!
morning and afternoon was great,had (slack) chinese,then singing and dance and CLE.
singing was weird,we sang this song called Do You Hear The People Singing.it's like,the un-modified version of our band song/cheer
me and shubun started squealing and the teacher looked at us._.
then dance was okay,but i'm not cut out to be a dancer-.- lunch with sbms and grandpa is love:D
then had sectionals for Perseus.
okay,i managed to go on to the second page already!but can't fp and play louder/dynamics changes and extra stuff like that
D:
but rhythm-wise i'm more or less there.
which means i'm still passable i guess (in my own opinion)
*sigh*
then it was like erm.
yenjean actually triggered it off,so it was like this domino-effect.
and it was scary,cos perina said she was totally freaked out cos before dismissal i was being hhhigh and laughing,then after dismissal-taking i was ________ and perina said mine is like the most dramatic.
seriously,i can't help it mian zi!-.-
but the directs were very nice and everything and as much as they feel fortunate,i also feel fortunate that they're our directs:D
*cue for awws*
but i'm no good at writing this kind of stuff,unlike my sbms(._.)so yep i hope i do sound sincere
goshhh.
well,thanks loads for staying back and all and for the letters.
oh and chocolate.
but i really can't bear to eat it.
really,really.
DAH.

DEAD AS A DOORNAIL!

2010-01-12T06:29:00.000-08:00

look at my title!today,i'm going to discuss why i'm dead as a doornail.
first,it all started on saturday.
i got lost in the building while on my way to tuition,as the tuition centre was two floors of classrooms and mine's on the second floor except they share the space too with another tuition so the whole place it literally a lybrainth of identical-looking classrooms and being your typical blurqueen i obviously got lost in the wrong side and yep it was a long,long while before i decided to go to the other side.
then i couldn't remember my class number-.-
then the lesson was again too boring for words so yep.
then on sunday was combined service with all the other regions at Suntec City Convention Hall and it was bigbigbig and duh i got lost again and lingwei didn't come and faith and praise came late.
at least i could still sit with them and draw smiley faces on our fingers.
then had lunch with net at Marina Square:D
then Mrs Fok class aw man i forgot to do my homework._.
monday classes : boringgggg. the only nice thing that day was us conference-calling(like,me yasmine clara and sandy) for super duper long and deciding to order a five-of-us shirt.nothing too fancy though,but i hope it all turns our okay:D
today : gah!
okay in the morning our first period is P.E so yiming told us all to go to the Dance Studio.
so we went there and lo and behold!nobody.
so somehow we were lost from our own frigging class-.-
and the only lost people were me yasmine clara sandy and shubun.
yes,together.and only us five.
so anyway!if we hadn't went back to class (about 5 trillion years later) we'd never have realised that there was contact time but anyway Miss Tan was very nice and didn't even scold us whatsoever.
YAY.
then after that the rest of ther day was rather uneventful!hmm.only had band prac later.
my legs were cramped!and there was this big shiny thing at my floor there so i uh,kicked it around.
yep!
ohohoh and i used my new reed,who is also named Alfred,HAHA.
then after band sat with Lexine and Perina and the highly dangerous bench and we went hhhigh and hyper and all crazy and i couldn't stop laughing:DD

okay i actually have homework to do,can?!man i don't want to go to school.

oopsie.

2010-01-08T06:19:00.000-08:00

and here i am again!i'm finding it harder and harder to post,especially on days with band!D:
i'm totally obsessed with the Feroce(sp?) part of Perseus!i can't seem to get it out of my head now,after the one week i spent in Japan staring at it.(in the end i lost my score in Japan - but don't worry it was a printed out version from the scanned attachment,no sweat, i printed out another copy^^)
anyway!i found out who my mortal is already so i should start writing.
their class tray is overfilling with our letters,so much so that after sandy stuffed hers in she couldn't close the tray anymore-.-
i have decided on my angel name (finallyyy)
it has something to do with socks and another object but it's really cute,trust me:D
but i shall not state it here in case my mortal is some crazed stalker *ahem,looks at yenjean* who is desperate to find out who i am.

back to today!
lit (hmm.)
bio (YAY!)
got bio journals,they're the Unlimited Colours of A'Zone notebook,the big big A5 sized one.
i have the mini version in purple and blue,so i decided to take the same colour to match^^
gawd i think i'm partially in love with them now.
eng (hmm)
something about adverts.
not too sure,not paying much attention then.
then geog.
we laughed like xiao cos our teacher,also does yoga.
Note to self: what is with geog teachers and yoga?!maybe Miss Pang influenced him too?O:
after assembly there was this rather unpleasantly surprising and embarassing fiasco which is overrrrrrr.
then i saw Faith!:D
at the staircase there.
i really really miss her cos i don't get to see her much,considering our classes are always on different levels._.
i was supposed to do my chinese tuition for tomorrow *insert sigh here*
at least that's what mummy thought i was doing until she found me with my earpieces and Inkdeath(the hardcover edition,which i bought for only S$12!this is the best ever buy^^ hardcover you know,hardcover!)
this week's been relaxing i suppose,although by thursday i felt quite dead already during band.
perina,i second you again!back and neck aches._.
plus my blocked/running nose from the freeeezing classroom.
i swear,its colder than Japan in there!
during our first philo i made this weird sound through my blocked nose and Miss Chan thought someone was snoring._.
second time i made another funny noise and vallei thought my phone was vibrating.___.
EPIC.
dah i should get well soon:/
how will i survive chinese tuition tomorrow?D:

round & round the merry-go-round

2010-01-07T06:24:00.000-08:00

back to school blues._.
the sec ones look teeny.
and i keep thinking i'm sec one,they're p6 and the yellow-badge people are sec twos.
i can't seem to reprogramme my brain to believe i'm sec two and yellow-badge equals to sec three.
it's so...mentally disturbing as well as draining.
sat beside yasmine in class,with sandy and clara and jolene behind us:D
back in the dental car hijacking mood eh,clara?hehheh.
it is good to see them all again,aww.
the teachers are all quite nice,and my philo teacher's Miss Christie Chan.
yep,the RWinds one,hoho.
and my math teacher survived World War II!
hmm interesting.
had band!
i have to play LOUDERRR.
ow.
on wednesday was super slack,as usual since our wednesdays are all very slack.
only have chinese,then music and dance and CLE.
i can't believe we have to dance again!just when i thought it was all over.
but oh ho ho the singing ouch.
we
sang
Old Macdonald had A Farm
for
20
whole
minutes
seriously!
and i plain hate singing so there.
dancing was okay.
even though the arms waving about thing is hard to coordinate with the feet chaning thing but i can manage^^
CLE.
i'm in welfare comm.
:D
hmm.
then ran around school with perina and grandpa looking for Mrs Koh so that she can sign grandpa's german thing:/
until we decided to indiv.
sectionals and direct-taking.
me and perina played Perseus.
i can't fp!
i mean,i can but sometimes i can't.
um.
i don't know how to say!
i can't fp!
ahhhh.
*runs around in frantic circles and faints*
but sectionals was okay and i tried to play louder.
and and and it was okay la.
i felt super duper motivated to prac Perseus alot after that.
oh and at night i wrote in the section diary.
hmmmmmm.
okiies got to be gone.